I fucking hate bedtime.
I absolutely hate putting my child to bed. It is the most frustrating thing I have ever done and it makes me feel anger like I have never felt before. If you are tired, go to fucking sleep. Don't cry about it. It is a waste of my time and yours. Everything I do feels wrong. It makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong when you don't go to sleep. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. If I rock you, you'll get used to that want it every night. Same if I stroke your hair. If I just lie next to your cot, you're happy enough but the second I try and leave you scream the fucking place down. I don't understand what you want?! What am I supposed to do.