You can't see my scar
But I wish you could. The fact that people say a C-section is the easy way out is insane. "Too posh to push" is possibly one of the worst things anyone can say to a mum who had to have a section. 3 months on and I still can't hold my daughter in certain positions. It hurts if she kicks me in a certain spot and I'm scared to let the dog jump up at me. It feels numb, like it's not a part of me anymore. It is permanent - my body is never going to be the same again. I know it's in a place where no one will ever see it but that somehow makes it worse... Because no one can tell what I went through to get my little girl.